aspatial cosine @cosine@anticapitalist.party

anybody know why midi controller keybeds tend to feel much worse than unweighted synthesizer keybeds? are there some that don't?

lately ive been interested in those super diverse slice-of-life / romcom comics like #QuestionableContent, #EGS, and #DumbingOfAge, but all these are written by white guys..... im interested in reading one from a new perspective, does anyone have any recommendations?

ah! The Real World! your reputation precedes you

hey, if we've chatted in replies a few times and i probably know who you are, feel free to DM me and i'll give you my messaging accounts or my overwatch!

(this is for my pinned, no boost please)

i love when people are like "do you know x" and im like "nah not really" and they're like "really?? you don't?? (wow you're stupid)"

OMG THE JANITOR INVITING JD AND HIM THINKING HE'S KIDDING I DIED

idk how to differentiate avoidance from real coping mechanisms. where does watching TV to calm down turn into binging TV to silence myself. where does meditating or relaxing turn into depression napping. where does working on something rewarding turn into burying myself in projects

do i need to cw my vaguely negative posts more

me: *self sabotages*
(time passes)
me: OH FUCK WHAT HAVE I DONE *anxiety attack*
(time passes)
me: okay we're okay. let's fix this. *just self sabotages more*
(repeat with increased intensity)

because i have a broken wifi card that works 5% of the time i'm having lots of fun making incredibly cursed networks like forwarding my wan from my DHCP wifi laptop through a crossover cable to my desktop and then scp'ing my resolv.conf over because idk how to dns forward

yeahhhh i should've set this up on my desktop
but my desktop is all ~weird~ rn

fuck, the good place is a funny show i forgot

the best accessories give you new floppy limbs, like scarves, peruvian hats,

building rustc, byebye CPU

i'm really enjoying how magic in egs especially in parties or social settings is kinda treated as (/ a symbol for?) drugs. but way more compelling than any drug i've done tbh

caption: you don't exist. [accept] (greyed out)

you're getting it....

you: YOU'RE NOT SPECIAL
me: finally someone acknowledges my uncomputable relationship to spacetime

i forgot about graalVM, that's a very cool project

what if you had a universal ABI layer that was actually a process rather than a file (or a special file) that knows about a bunch of calling conventions and converts them on the fly rather than expecting the software to do so
is this a thing. is this incredibly stupid

wikihow to stop avoidance coping

what the fuck Dr Cox isn't in love with Carla and Elliot isn't into JD wtf! this episode fucked up all the ships!!

making a joke bot by writing 500 bad jokes and having it post one per day

hmm should i try to convince myself that reality is real and i am in fact within/in control of my body or just hope my body goes to bed soon from shear tiredness and resolves the issue in their sleep