This is @matt@cybre.space's backup account. If I just followed you or you just got a follow request, it's because I just exported/updated my following list for the first time in awhile. Hi!

Two hours here and I still dream of cybre.space, hope fading by the minute. All the tea I drank, all the turns I'd taken and the corners I cut at ACP, and I still see the timeline in my dreams, bright columns of pings unfolding across that reddish greenish void...

I don't know what to do when I go to bed at my usual time on the weekend, but wake up after 3 hours and can't get back to sleep

Like come on body, I'm trying to keep my sleep schedule un-fucked like a responsible adult, how you gonna do me dirty like this?

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I haven't really been that negative recently, I don't think, it was just an example. At least, I think it was. How can I be sure? 😟

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Feels lonely when the home instance is down. Haven't backed up my following list in awhile. It's weird not being able to see my own recent posts to help contextualize who I am. Is that a thing anyone else does? Look at their own recent timeline to get a sense of who they've been for the past few days? Like "Wow, I've been really bitter recently, I should probably turn the negativity down a notch or two"

Anyway, it's kind of sad how the elephant keeps shrinking the longer this post gets

I always mentally say "be gay, do crime" in the cadence of Dizzee Rascal's "Fix Up, Look Sharp"

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