@shoutcacophony @garbados this reminds me of a quote from Conflictual Wisdom I've been finding inspiring:
“I don’t do what I do because I think I can save the world. I fight because I know that the whole
world will be destroyed, it will be consumed by the sun, leaving only ash, and when that day comes, I want the story that comes to an end to be a story of beauty and tragedy and resistance, not a story of stupid, pointless suffering, but a story of joy and courage.”