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I had a sex dream this morning. It was with my friend. She is straight and I don't even feel remotely attracted to her. In this dream, she approached me and we tribbed, fully naked. I didn't enjoy it at all. Then she came. Only she who did, then it's over. When I woke up, I forgot for a moment and carry on doing my routine. Suddenly I remembered about the dream and felt disgusted. As usual, I look for a reason why in the world that dream happened.

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Then it came to my mind about my feeling for this friend. I always see this friendship with her as one sided. She would call whenever she wants without asking my availability first. Yes I'm unemployed and all, but I don't always want to talk to her. Her complains are always about her trash dates. She even almost get scammed by a fake sugar daddy. When I want to complain, it's like she doesn't want to listen. She'd send a positive message like a robot.

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Some days ago I want to complain about the trend among people my age to get into stock market trading. I think it's a betrayal to the working class and they're workers themselves. This friend said "Please don't ruin the mood, I'm feeling optimistic now." I really needed to vent that time so it was disappointing. It has happened many times, she doesn't want to listen even though I listen to her stupid dates.

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Dream is actually a manifestation of our psyche. So it tells me in a disgusting yet honest way, that I don't enjoy this friendship at all. I want to talk about this dream to her but I'm afraid it will turn into something more complicated than it should. I'll reestablish stricter boundaries with her from now on. Thank you, fucked up sex dream!

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